FTT Completed.. Fate unknown..

Well aft some last min carryin of Buddha's leg from 130pm to 3pm at Popular at west mall, i've completed my FTT very eventfully.. i was goin to take 187 from e main rd bus stop den i realised tt i forgot to bring e barcode thing needed to scan for printin of test receipt.. so i had to take bus back home to take e thing. Den i waited n waited for my dear 188 to come, meanwhile watchin 2 176s pass by.. how nice. aniwae i made it juz in time for e paper at 330pm. Most of it was pretty ez but there were 3-4 which i din noe n not sure. Couple tt with some careless mistakes along w way n e prediction is tt i fail... haha. wateva it's over. hope for e best.

I haf an upset fren.. and i feel at a loss of wat to say to get e fren to cheer up.. i've nv been a gd cheer-upper.. esp unconvincing when i myself cannot b cheered up (cheer upped?) when i'm down. Actually when i'm super down, i like to either haf a v close fren b beside me n keep tokkin abt other stuff to me (one way, no qns or interaction pls.. i juz listen) or to be alone somewhere with little light n juz listen to e quietness n ponder over nothingness.. aft a while, usually, i'd b fine. tinkin of e worse days tt i have had b4 or e ppl in more unfortunate places reminds me tt i'm in no position to b frettin over wateva i was upset abt. But sports therapy works bestest for me i guess.. :)

ok now tt i dun haf FTT to bother (at least for 1+ wks), i shld realli get down to tuning my mind to my work upgrade. i MUZ (yes.. MUZ) pass my Cat Cx. i dun wanna go for review. i dun wanna b e lousiest ever. i wan to pass n move on. Pls let me conc enuf, focus enuf n pay attention n put in 111% effort in achieving tt goal. plz... dun let me fail..

it rained heavily for 10-15mins at my house here. it was super humid. now e sun is shining even though it is 610pm. crap. it's now hot n humid. i guess e rain HELPED.