Long long wk ahead...

V long since i last blogged.. nth to say so nv say anythin. makes sense rite? hahz. E past wk n e coming wk were n will b super bz.. no other office starts being active from 7am n still stays active at 8pm.. with ppl running ard sorting things out, attending briefs n all tt crap. Yet no other office fail to recognise tis effort n reduces perf bonuses, don't give overtime pay n all tt. In short, prob no other office dishes out e stick for every other shit n refuses to give carrots. No other, if i'm not wrong. i'm prob not e busiest.. i'm prob not even considered bz. But looking ard me, i'm getting disillusioned. i begin to understand more n more y ppl tender their resignations, request for early release, tink twice n thrice n quaice (wait.. is there such a word?) abt staying on n such. N these ppl who wan to leave n such ARE capable ppl, who can give much to e community. Even down to e lower levels.. my buddy is sick.. unable to get enuf rest rushing to complete assignments. Yet e ppl at e highest level doesn't recognise these efforts. Perhaps, the world out there isn't as rosy as i make it out to b.. but there muz b a reason y when NSmen come back, they look e happiest of ppl n r bored out their shit for ICT. N they nv complain abt their work outside. Not tt they r tryin to cover for their misery out there.. i dun see tt. i see other things..

So tmw, i'm on duty. It's a normal working day for me. N i expect e place to b swarming with activity, with ppl still putting in lots of effort to complete their stuff. N i still expect ppl at e highest not to recognise tis effort. wth.

Went Taka with my darling yest cos i was tinkin of lookin at e Sports Apparel Sale at T.S.C. It was an utter disappointment. Or mabe i was asking too much. haha. wateva. I din buy anythin aniwae. Ate dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen. Urm. i still tink e Wanton Mee at HK is so best den i can't find anythin comparable in S'pore. hmm. Not even at Crystal Jade. But e soup is nice. Nice enuf, at least. N i tink i'm beginning to b influenced into being willing to spend more for food. Gd food at least. hahz. But no way i'm goin to smoke or like to drink beer. No chance. Sux. For e sake of other ppl at least, whoever reading tis who smokes, QUIT. Call e quit smoking hotline for assistance. Quitline is 1800-438 2000. Tollfree! Mon-Fri: 8.30am - 5.00pm Sat:8.30am - 1.00pm.

E sun was super hot today. N it still is. Soccer! haha. Enjoyed myself a lot today even though i din play very well. I tink i shld review my words. i tink when u play wk in wk out n it's always "din play v well", it prob means "i played my normal standard". yah. i shld lower my expectations n treat e game as a game. mabe i'd enjoy even more. Aniwae at least i assisted n scored. Gd enuf. somebody teach me how to dribble e ball pls. i can't get past a defender for shit's sake. Dotz.

Star Wars later @ Marina Sq @ 730pm with my JC claz guys. Pretty cool eh? Mini claz guyz outing. Tink they r playing LAN now. me dun play LAN n dun see wats e fun. haha. i always say i'm a boring person. N e ppl in my workplace tink e same. haha. Like i care. hahz. Hope e show's nice. if not i'll b regrettin not watchin Madagascar instead. bwahaha. Like i'm comparing a box office smashing screening with an animation. hahz. Small WU meet Big WU. 小巫见大巫.

Coming wk will b bz wk. Shack. Go work b4 7am go home aft 7pm. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... ...

忙与盲 - 周华健
曾有一次晚餐和一张床一个梦
在什么时间地点和那个寻象(那些幻想)
我已经遗忘 我已经遗忘 生活是肥皂香水眼影唇膏
许多的电话在响许多的事要遗忘
许多的门与抽屉 开了又开 关了又关 如此的慌张
我来来往往 我匆匆忙忙 从一个方向到另一个方向

忙忙忙 忙忙忙
忙是为了自己的理想 还是为了不让别人失望
盲盲盲 盲盲盲
盲的已经没有主张 盲的已经失去方向
忙忙忙 盲盲盲 忙的分不清欢喜和忧伤 忙的没有时间 痛哭一场