Shld i be angry over time?

i'm pretty broke.. haha.. n it's my own doing lah. or sort of my own undoing. lol. lesson learnt? dun go for 2 consecutive days of KTV. YAH. DUN. haha. of cos, i nv get tired of singing but juz spare a tot for tt poor pocket of yours k? it's not economically rational.. wats more u'll experience decreasing marginal rate of utility. (but den again, as long as MUx/Px = MUy/Py, it's fine.. ok i'm crapping forgive me) So aniwaez i tried summing up my expenses on Thurs n Fri n it adds up to a whopping $50. now i'm tinkin how i can get back tt $$ to re-finance myself. cos my expenditure has realli been upping but i haf zero income to tok abt. urm.. yah i'm not like a certain fren i noe who used to haf 7 tuition kids. 5 tuition ones (most JC) n 2 piano ones to b exact. tt's like.. min. of $1200 easily. per month. for a uni gal. of cos she reflects tt she's lagging in studies n tt she has dropped most of them liao. tink left 4 now. i'm not like her lah. i got tis certain animosity towards tuition.. tis certain.. fear. for those who noe me, ya. i feel e responsibility is too great.. haha. tt's also y i'm not in e teaching profession despite getting gd reviews to join. hmmz.

the past wk has been a wk of extremity, both in enjoyment and headaches. Had a "hall bbq" on Mon juz outside Blk 1.. quite fun la. But once again, i prove my un-worth (dis-worth?) tryin to set up a pit.. GL's pit was up n in full blast soon but mine was pretty (okok.. DAMN) pathetic. haiz. he had to help me aft tt lor. but e damage had been done. haiz. i'm so lousy in anythin i do u noe? ya i see all e nods. but dun worry, while u nod away, take heart tt i noe u agree to e truth. n so do i. actually i could haf saved myself e blushes if i had declined e invitation to appear for e bbq. which i didn't lah, under e impression tt my GL was e ONLY guy who'd b present so i tot i'll keep him company. guy company. of cos subsequently there were 4 guys n den 3 more popped by. no i wun say i was cheated lol but it was quite fun actually. aiming to finish my assignment, i failed. stopped short at e conclusion n went on to Lizhen's room for our OG gathering lol. tokked e whole nite away den walked out to City Harvest area for bfast at 6+am. yesh.. n den i had proj discussion @ NLB. zzZ.

ok so den thurs ktv at cine, fri ktv at je followed by pizza hut. fri ktv was ultimate. one guy n 5 gals. sighz. ok i got e mike v often cos i could start n sing almost every song but well.. i guess i was sian-ed n silently upset at having to wait for 1 hr.. meeting time was 130pm at je. i reached at 130pm. i waited 1hr plus plus for e rest to reach. yay. if it was somebody close, i'd haf ticked e person off b4 he/she even reaches i SWEAR. ok i wun use swear words though. but yah. i duno. say i'm petty. i was late for 30min for soccer n i already feel damn guilty. ok i've been catchin on e late syndrome lately, i muz admit, but sometimes, ppl tell me, noeing e rest will b late, y waste ur own time being early? does it realli make sense, i mean tis statement? so y can't everyone juz b on time so we dun waste one another's time?

so aniwae.. i need to finalise e mini-proj presentation for tmw.. so tata. n for whoever readin tis, take some effort to b on time.