Juz wanted to blog sth..

i'm not meeting any of the deadlines i've set myself.. i wun say they are irrational targets, although they definitely require myself to be disciplined enough to work on them. well, so far i haven met them. i've started on them but nope.. none completed. in a sense, tmw's my last chance cos thurs gotta hand in one report and fri gotta hand in an assignment. procrastination has, historically, proven to be e downfall of any human being. however, i realised tt there's more to it than juz "if u fail to plan, u plan to fail". cos execution holds e key to success. i'm tokkin like i noe. haha. i guess to a certain extent, i noe.

i'm making observations abt myself.. e newest one being i'm becoming over-obsessed with econs. lol. during all e Singapore Society module term proj presentations, i've been analysing (very naturally.. which is very unusual) n finding loopholes in terms of economics. stuff like externalities n cost-benefit structure n financial viability. perhaps it juz so happens tt e topic of presentation allows me to think in tis manner. aniwae, i haven posted these doubts n qns to any group so far. i haf problems framing my qns in a coherent n reasonable manner. hehe.

i miss sports. i realli do. i can't state when i last played soccer, nor when i last played bball, nor when i last played. i dun classify jogging into my kinda category of sports so tt's different. i last jogged last thurs, for ppl who realised tt thurs is my jogging nite. hehe.

i wan to learn to do critical thinking and analytical understanding. i'm v amazed at how some bloggers (like a particular Mr Wang.. or my lecturer Dr George) are able to take apart articles published in ST n tear them into worthless pcs. It's simply amazing. as a reader, i'd nv b able to analyse all tt stuff, partly cos of my ignorance to local policies, partly cos i duno e functioning of e media, partly cos i duno e law like they do. but these r excuses. u dun need to noe all these stuff to b critical n analytical. it is, always, aft i read these blogs tt i find tt there are overt generalisations or blatant flaws but i juz nv seem to catch them. hmm. i wanna learn how to.

exams are nearing. i haf projs to do. i haf not started studyin. i tink i'm goin to flunk. and Mr Ling can say i better jia you he's waiting to hear gd results fr me. i tink i'm goin to b stressed when exams LOOM. i tink i'll need psychological help soon... pretty soon. meanwhile, i tink i'm still cranky. n i still haf tis fren who still insists i'm "cool" despite my persistent objections n my other fren's rejection of her hypothesis. *piang eh*

it's late. i juz tot i wanted to blog. lol. i'm pretty detached fr e rest of e world.. muz make a conscious effort to read e papers everyday!! i feel kinda empty not knowing wat's happening in e world actually. haha. information empowers~