Long way ahead

ok i failed.

ok my original intention was juz to put tt. but i decided it might b too shocking for most ppl to accept tt e talkative owner would juz do tt. so ya. tt's y u juz read a few more sentences.

u noe wad's 犯贱? if u dun, den juz treat it as I AM. yah. ask ppl who got a bit more powder cheena than u. i wun care to explain. (so much for striking kerb during VERTICAL parkin n stalling aft tt.)

i'm disappointed. n i dun like e feeling of disappointment. shitz. but it does make me feel more human.

我一向来从不抱着太大的期望走入任何考场, 但这一次, 为了配合自己定下的“正面态度”和大家告诉我说要有信心, 我竟然不知不觉地认为我是可以一次便及格的. 有了这种信心也就对自己有了种期望. 有了期望于是就有了无形的自我压力. 紧接而来的便是失望. 我讨厌失望. 但失望却喜欢我.

努力 stay positive 的第一关竟是 30pts.

路, 还长得很...

感觉上 (不好意识这听起来有点负面) 这个 12 月还有许多的失望在等待着... 到时候请轻轻的安慰我, 也无须说什么激励人心的话, 因为若你认识我, 你会知道这些话我也会说, 但自不受用.

还有场排球赛喔... 要开心的打完它, 尽量不说那三个字 - 对不起.

路, 还长得很...