Depressed

i'm depressed over my 108 module.. IT for Media Use. Reason? my grp of 4 aren't exactly IT savvy ppl.. so urmz.. well we gotta film a short clip, vid edit n come up with a website. sounds fun n exciting rite? yah it is. but den i realised (ok i admit.. i knew aLL ALONG) tt i'm an IT software idiot. total idiot. in every sense of e word, if there's more than 1 sense of it aniwae. feeling quite pissed with myself. i spent 2hrs in e Mac Lab n i only got myself depressed.. fiddling ard with 5 software n tryin to get accustomed to e sequence of coming up with e webby. AND I SUCK AT IT TOTALLY. ABSOLUTELY. -sigh-

so yah.. tt's all. juz a self pissed posting. sryz. pls dun come n start asking if i'm alrite. i guess i am. but i dun realli noe myself. but i juz dun wanna b answering such qns. v sian. yah i'm being direct since i'm in e mood aniwae.

it's raining here now. how nice. i juz wan e rain.. i juz wanna b in e rain..