Managerial incompetence

wanted to frame tis in a story but i'm lazy. so it'll come out in its true essence. i'm supposed to b e "hockey manager" for my hall for IHG. and so far i'm a total failure. ok i successfully spend a lot on sms. but get no replies. so today there was supposed to b trg. den my captain is oso at water polo cos Fri got match. got 2 more players there. den of e rest, there were only 3 of us. den e coach was trying to b nice when he tok to me. i mean, hey, he volunteered to come back to help us under no obligations. -sad- aniwaez so we cancelled it. and den there's also some cok up thing abt e way e courts r allocated to halls n for ISG. -shakes head- aniwaez, many factors at play for tis no-show at trg. of cos at like 2pm (trg's at 1230pm of cos..), 2 ppl called to ask where trg is at. no not their fault, juz a mismatch in trg times cos these ppl also haf other sports trgs. e hall 2 hockey team is made up of ppl who r playing all sorts of other sports. fancy seeing us anywhere past e 1st round?

i shall say it's managerial incompetence. and now tt i'm in hall, e grass cutters r outside buzzing n i'm like wondering y i feel like opening e window n shouting at them to piss off n cut somewhere else. irritated n irritable. n den i wonder.. it's been ages since i felt like THIS. -curse n swear-

n so i'll begin to open up my phone bill. i shall CALL n PRESS for confirmations of attendance. i shall start to cover my six, juz like in e Air Force, where everything u do, COVER UR OWN SIX. dun bother too much abt others. it's abt ur own survival. fittest n most selfish survive wad. dog eat dog, human eat human world. dun get ur own ass bitten off. (and i tot tis only applied in e business world.. damn)

tis mood better improve.. i still haf contract bridge prac later. i guess i'll enjoy it. and some idiot took e common newspapers n din put it back. idiots. selfish idiots. yet they reap rewards n survive. so y can't i do juz tt?

tt could b one way to improve myself, couldn't it?