Sink in.. quick.. sink in..

e reality of sch having started doesn't seem to haf kicked in.. and i tink it's e same thru out amongst my frens. it's kinda weird, cos i've sat thru 5 lects n 1 tut, of which 2 of e lects haf been info laden. yet it still feels pretty foreign.. all those words n note taking n e LT n e free cold air inside. Flu hasn't helped at all, totally.

bought my first recommended reading text today.. juz found out tt most of e articles can b found in e databases of e ntu lib.. hmm.. oh well i've bought it aniwaez. -shrugz- shall treat it as saving time from printing all those articles. but all those words placed into 3 columns aren't very enticing for me to read. hMPh. it's goin to b high time i stuck to my words of studyin every nite. it shall start next Wed, or thereabts. cos of an irritating PH on Tue.. Jan is a lousy month to study. too many hols breaking up e mood. of cos i'm juz finding excuses.

sth i heard last nite hasn't sunk in yet. either tt or i actually can face up n accept everything i heard too easily. i duno. mabe i'm juz trying to act emotional when it realli doesn't haf an impact on me.. hmm. tt song i put up SUX. there's no plot. YUKS. i'm semi disgusted with it actually but i dun wanna take it down since nobody else is complaining. i tink 方文山 realli does a lot of homework b4 writing his lyrics. of cos i din.. i juz rattled off lidat. tt's y no story.

a long long way to go.. i wan more interesting ppl in my tuts! i only haf 1 gd fren in most of my tuts. ooh 104 is gonna b super cool! it's like a congregation of super interesting ppl who speak Mandarin. -er hem- haha. sorriez.

do i sound like i'm acting too happy for my current state? -shrugz-