Temperament n me

You Have a Melancholic Temperament

Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything. You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life. You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace. You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life. Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you. You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others. You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

What Temperament Are You?

as i haf previously mentioned, i've been doin a lot of stupid blogthings.com tests. u can go try if u free n u find tt u haf like killed >10 flies. yah. doin personality tests beats killing flies anytime. i actually haf so much so much to complete or at least touch on for tis festive period. i realli shld compile a list n blow it up to A1 size n stick on my comp to deter comp usage..

i haf found many interesting traits tt blogthings say i exhibit.. LOL. of cos some r so accurate tt i drop my jaw.. some r so inaccurate tt i wonder y i'm spending my time doin them. nonetheless, i did. hahaha.

e abv test is interesting, particularly tis statement -- "you tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning in life". it's interesting bcoz firstly, i am a FREE thinker... n i've kinda been mulling over religious issues in my life. secondly, i STILL DUNO e meaning in my life.. i'm actually like a lost sheep baa-ing my way ard. also, i see an implicit implication tt if u r spiritual, u typically will noe ur meaning in life. i wonder e solidness of tis link.

an acquaintance, who is e Opinions editor of a paper in sch, is looking for opinion writers n asked me to write one. my instinctive reaction was to decline. but tinkin thru it, i wonder y. i've tot of being a sports journalist, giving my take on matches n such.. providing analysis n den seeing if it's correct. writing an opinion piece would b great, realli. and den i wonder y i would reject in e first instance, w/o even seriously considering, n my conclusion is tt i hate to look stupid in front of other ppl. although i usu seem nonchalant abt how others tink abt me, i tink i haf a big hidden ego. tis fear of failure n derision holds me back fr expression, cos i'd worry if e piece contains too many flaws; whether there r so many mistakes n assumptions n such.

but i tink i worry too much. as long as i haf views of sth, as long as i haf sufficient time, as long as i haf e means to produce sth, i shld go on n try. having no meaning in life shldn't stop me fr continuously tryin out new things. hence with tt in mind, i will attempt, to e best of my ability, to juggle tt big pile of sch work n complete an opinion pce tis festive season.

n i hope tt i'll b able to, proudly, say tt it was published.