When pink cheeks dun mean health, but shackness and time to take a place on the shelf

Tired.. v tired. hockey pitch is super big. and though we were playing 7-a-side with no keeper (ie all running players) n half pitch, i was dying. n i watched on from e half line (of e half pitch) as we conceded our 3rd goal of e 3 "halves" we played. n i felt pretty useless.. y can't i juz chase e guy down n aft tt call for a sub? tt could've been a better alternative than ball watchin. much better.

i feel inept n a quitter. no aggression. no motivation. no stamina. no work rate. no technique. no discipline. no tactical appreciation. no thing. no thing at all.

u noe.. technically all u need to do is RUN. yet somehow, tt's ONE (of e many) things i can't do. i respect those dudes who haf no ball sense, no talent, yet can juz run up n down n up n down n left n right n up n down. for 45mins. n now i tink Park Ji-Sung is a gd buy. damn gd buy.

can somebody do a stamina transplant for me? greatly appreciate it. i promise 400 million-dollar hostel room upgrading plus a 40-inch flat screen whiteboard for ur notice pinning in e room. and also more clothes pegs n clothes line made of raffiah string outside ur rm. mabe a poncho to block e rain also. now monsoon season u noe. n yet i'm red aft e noon trg.

i'm tired. physically. but i tink i need to run. i tink i shall go running tonite aft bridge prac. cannot lidat lah.. cannot juz sit in room type type n pretend i can miraculously start running during next trg. i dun wan to hit expiry date so fast. ok i admit i may b long past my expiry date liao but den again, i tink can extend one rite? i mean, bread also can put in fridge rite? -shrugz-

see e pinkness n e shack face? GRR. no dun concentrate on e pimples. i'm showing pink n shack, not pimples. ok fine treat e pimples as a complimentary gift den. ZZZ.