Rants.. rants.. GRR.

workin as a PO sux. PO = proj officer. in other words, back in e force to gain exposure to e paper work environment n such. somehow, i dun like paper work. n den i recall my days back in unit n remem tt i din realli enjoy operational life. hmm. it's me. tt's e conclusion.

of cos i haf colleagues who r also on vacation attachment. 1 same branch as me, 1 in adjacent branch. thankfully for tt, we r able to gather in a threesome n train up our tok cok skills. but they r, honestly, colleague-frens n not fren-frens. if u get wad i mean. apparently, i haf clearance to go back to my ops unit n help out with ops if i wan to. muz revalidate my ops status of cos.. my attachment is 1 mth, e other 2 r 3 mths. so actually, they r quite keen to get out of here n go back to do some ops n meet up with ex-colleagues, who r more fren-frens than e current workplace ppl. oh well.

me? i feel like meetin up with FRENS.

y do ppl stay so far away. y do YOU IDIOTS stay everywhere BUT west???

WHY.

sigh.. i was hesitating over a Fri nite mini gathering to take a look at Equinox, at a 60+ level bar with a great view. n juz enjoy company of frens. but well.. it doesn't make sense now tt prob, only TWO ppl will go. so it's another attempt tt din materialise. as usual. but very much expected.

i wanted to pull shisi to go dinner with me n chit chat since she's supposedly free n now tt e Equinox thing is postponed (nice way to say cancelled). den i decided, nah. she can go n plan out her day e way she wan n such. n den i suddenly tot, oh yah, we can go wala wala since i nv go b4 n i tink she prob wun mind. sigh. n den i tot, mabe can ask my ex-colleagues (got a sizeable grp staying westside) to go. n den i tot...

n kept tinkin.

n it stopped at tt stage n didn't progress.

perhaps, i can sleep early tmr.. n stone on Sat.

i wan to post a contentious n potentially seditious entry, but i'm lazy to put my tots correctly.. tis will take some time n a concerted effort. actually, i haf 2 entries in mind. no la, only 1 is potentially seditious. it's not abt PAP, dun worry. it's abt sth much more contentious - religion. e other is related too! but we shall see.. noeing me as an all-tok-no-action person, *shrug*

mabe some kind soul juz jio me out tmr nite lah. monotony of work is causing my brain to degenerate. ok fine. my brain is debilitating. or whichever suit u more lah.

wads worse is i got no songs to keep me company. n can't sleep.

i'm deprived.