An angry post

expletives involved. if u will b offended, dun read on. dammit, i'm f-ing serious.

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i'm here. can anyone see me.

i'm so jaded. tis was nv wad i expected. i tot perhaps, i could get some event mgmt experience. i tot perhaps, with ppl in e same living environment, i could experience e unity of teamwork. i tot perhaps, i could get all these in as minimalistic a situation as possible, judging fr history.

i am so wrong. fucking wrong indeed.

i'm not complaining tt i'm seemingly slugging it out. alone. not alone in the whole group, since certain personnel need to b down to conduct e events. but wtf, isn't e top4 supposed to b down everyday unless u haf a fucking gd reason? so wad isit tt i'm seeing here? tis one is always out of sch settling stuff. tis one goes for darts trial. tis one goes for midautumn festival celebration in hall. u r bloody hon gen n hon treasurer. u jolly well show tt u r one. n not by hiding in ur room counting money. or staring at e clock lookin at e minutes. fuck u understand.

i'm pissed. i was so pissed e other day. n i was keepin it so well. until junyi came to my room to chitchat. i juz poured it out on him. of cos, i gave warning. but hey yeah, thanx man. i wouldn't haf been able to say most of tt if it were a gal who came in.

of cos, no gal would come in.

yes i'm unhappy to e power of more than ten. hundred. thousand.

but wads e prob man. u bring it upon urself. u short sighted chicken. n u r a bloody coward u understand me. u r a bloody coward. raise it up to them! in their face. shoot them with ur bazooka. they can't hide cos u can always whip out ur rocket homing launcher. on time on target. but no, u urself fucking choose to complain to ur other frens. n let tis matter rest. fuck YOU u understand me. YOU. politically correct ain't gonna get u to silicon valley. yes it's not funny.

so go pok pok pok ur way to animal farm. n let e dictator pig rule u for life.

n mabe when everythin starts crashing down on u, u'll understand tt ocs teaches u no shit. n tt tryin to maintain cordial relationships with undeserving ppl only squeezes e shit out of ur mouth. n nothing more else.

go on being ur coward.